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Monday, September 11, 2017

Review: The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck by Mark Manson


Title: The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life
Author: Mark Manson
Genres: Nonfiction, Self-help
Release Date: September 13th, 2016
Publisher: HarperOne
Pages: 210
Format: Print, Hardcover
Where to buy: Amazon
In this generation-defining self-help guide, a superstar blogger cuts through the crap to show us how to stop trying to be "positive" all the time so that we can truly become better, happier people.

For decades, we've been told that positive thinking is the key to a happy, rich life. "F**k positivity," Mark Manson says. "Let's be honest, shit is f**ked and we have to live with it." In his wildly popular internet blog, Manson doesn't sugarcoat or equivocate. He tells it like it is—a dose of raw, refreshing, honest truth that is sorely lacking today. The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F**k is his antidote to the coddling, let's-all-feel-good mindset that has infected American society and spoiled a generation, rewarding them with gold medals just for showing up.

Manson makes the argument, backed both by academic research and well-timed poop jokes, that improving our lives hinges not on our ability to turn lemons into lemonade, but on learning to stomach lemons better. Human beings are flawed and limited—"not everybody can be extraordinary, there are winners and losers in society, and some of it is not fair or your fault." Manson advises us to get to know our limitations and accept them. Once we embrace our fears, faults, and uncertainties, once we stop running and avoiding and start confronting painful truths, we can begin to find the courage, perseverance, honesty, responsibility, curiosity, and forgiveness we seek.

There are only so many things we can give a f**k about so we need to figure out which ones really matter, Manson makes clear. While money is nice, caring about what you do with your life is better, because true wealth is about experience. A much-needed grab-you-by-the-shoulders-and-look-you-in-the-eye moment of real-talk, filled with entertaining stories and profane, ruthless humor, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F**k is a refreshing slap for a generation to help them lead contented, grounded lives.


I really, really wanted to like this book. I wanted SO bad to enjoy it—and I think I set my expectations entirely too high, which is why I'm so irritated that I sorta-kinda hated it.

There were some really good points in the book, some "aha" moments for me. There were a few quotes that stood out to me:


  • "Adversity and failure are actually useful and even necessary for developing strong-minded and successful adults." (Page 44)
  • "The true measurement of self-worth is not how a person feels about her positive experiences, but rather how she feels about her negative experiences." (Page 46)


...But the rest for me was just regurgitated garbage, Eastern philosophical statements we've all heard before, and comments about existentialism that he seemed to know absolutely nothing about. Honestly, it sounded like he just read a bunch of self-help books or books on Eastern philosophy and then tried to translate the information into his own words. Blah. Not the book for me.

Oh, and page 128 about rape and false memories? What the hell? I truthfully don't even know why that was thrown into there. I won't give too much information in case any one out there is actually wanting to read it, but let me just say I wasn't impressed. Not in the least.


My rating:


One lonely little heart. Boo.



Wednesday, September 06, 2017

Wishlist Wednesday #1



Wishlist Wednesday is a weekly meme hosted by Pen to Paper where we post about one book that has been hanging out on our wishlist, whether it be a long time or not so long.

My pick this week is one that has been on my TBR list for quite some time now. It is a compilation of poetry by Brian Abbott. I'm pretty stoked to read this. I've always been a huge fan of poetry, and I love the modernized, almost 'hipster' feel of this one. I've been a huge fan of the works of High Poets Society, so I think it's wonderful that they turned it into a little book! I honestly can't WAIT to get my hands on a copy of this!


Title: High Poets Society
Author: Brian Abbott
Genres: Poetry
Release Date: July 25th, 2016
Publisher: Monarch Publishing
Pages: 177
Format: Print
Where to buy: Amazon
This is Brian Abbott's first major publication. The Boston-based writer has found his stronghold in the world of social media under the moniker of High Poets Society. His writing is most recognized for its mesmerizing rhyme scheme and clever wordplay.





Here is an example of the poetry included in the book:




Have you read this book? What's on YOUR wishlist?! Leave it in the comments below!






Monday, September 04, 2017

Beat the Backlist - 2017 Reading Challenge: My TBR


The Beat the Backlist Challenge is hosted by Austine @ NovelKnight and the main focus of it is to encourage readers to finally get through some of the titles in their TBR pile, or those that may have been pushed aside for new releases. The primary guideline for the challenge is that the books you choose must have been published prior to 2017 - simple enough, right? The challenge runs from January 1st to December 31st, 2017, so you have an entire year to work on your TBR, plus you can sign up at any time throughout the year! You can post your updates by using the hashtag #beatthebacklist
I've honestly never participated in a reading challenge so I'm super pumped to start this one! I know I'm a little late in the year (it's already August, yikes!), but I'm pretty confident that I'll be able to get through at least 10 books in my TBR pile. My list is absolutely out of control, so this will be perfect!

Below is my list of TBR books that I'm hoping to finish by the end of the year:
  1. A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas
  2. The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck by Mark Manson
  3. The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black
  4. Vanishing Girls by Lauren Oliver
  5. Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
  6. The Summer I Wasn't Me by Jessica Verdi
  7. Lies My Girlfriend Told Me by Julie Anne Peters
  8. Three Dark Crowns by Kendare Blake
  9. My Heart and Other Black Holes by Jasmine Warga
  10. #GIRLBOSS by Sophia Amoruso

I'm only sticking to 10 books right now on my list because I'm starting late, so wish me luck! :)




I've also decided to enter the mini challenge, so the Hogwarts house I chose to represent is Slytherin! If you're interested in the challenges, check them out here!

Happy reading!




Musing Monday #1

Hosted by The Purple Booker


Musing Mondays is a weekly meme that asks you to choose one of the following prompts to answer:

I'm currently reading...
Up next I think I'll read...
I bought the following book(s) in the past week...
I'm super excited to tell you about (book/author/bookish news)...
I'm really upset by (book/author/bookish news)...
I can't wait to get a copy of...
I wish I could read ___, but...
I blogged about ___ this past week...


This week's question:

I'm super excited to tell you about...


My answer:


First off...HAPPY MONDAY! 

What I'm SUPER excited to tell all of you about is the Ninja Book Swap! Basically, its like Secret Santa except it's not at Christmas! They do book swaps several times throughout the year, but in October they run two different swaps - the original swap and the Trick or Treat swap.

For the original swap, you choose one or more books for your designated person from their wishlist, as well as a gift based on their likes. Another person will send you a similar package. :) Trick or Treat is a little bit different; you'll receive a book from a genre you don't read much of, picked by someone who loves that genre. As well as your "trick", you'll receive a "treat" in the form of one of your wishlist books and a small gift.

Sounds awesome, right?!

The identity of your pattern should be kept secret until they've received the parcel - so the best way to reveal yourself is by including a cute little note inside the parcel with your name (and social media contact info).

The swap doesn't have a minimum/maximum spend amount, but the admins of the swap will try their best to match you up with someone who is planning on sending a similar package to you. So if you want to send your partner two books and a few small gifts, they'll try to match you up with someone else willing to send that. Likewise, if you were to plan on only sending one of your partner's wishlist books, you'll be matched with someone else who is only sending one book. This ensures you don't go "all out" for someone (for lack of a better term) and then end up only getting one book in return. You must be able to spend at least the cost of a paperback book (or two for the Trick or Treat swap), a token gift which you would be happy to receive yourself, and package costs.

I've participated in the Ninja Book Swap many times and have received some pretty nifty stuff. The most recent swap, I received two books off my wishlist, A Court of Thorns and Roses and The Darkest Part of the Forest, as well as some handmade soaps and super cute kitty socks! The swap is super fun connects you with other book bloggers. I HIGHLY recommend taking part in it this October!


Here are the dates you'll need to remember:

  • Sign-ups just opened yesterday, September 2nd
  • Sign-ups close on September 23rd
  • Partners are assigned by October 1st
  • Sending deadline is October 21st



Here are the forms to sign up:




So come on all my fellow book bloggers...sign up and enjoy!
P.S. Make sure you get your wishlist updated before filling out the form because you'll need to provide a link to it! I always use one of my Goodreads lists. :)



Saturday, August 26, 2017

Review: The Grownup by Gillian Flynn

Title: The Grownup
Author: Gillian Flynn
Genres: Short Stories, Fiction, Horror, Mystery, Thriller
Release Date: November 3rd, 2015
Publisher: Crown
Pages: 64
Format: Print
Where to buy: Amazon
A canny young woman is struggling to survive by perpetrating various levels of mostly harmless fraud. On a rainy April morning, she is reading auras at Spiritual Palms when Susan Burke walks in. A keen observer of human behavior, our unnamed narrator immediately diagnoses beautiful, rich Susan as an unhappy woman eager to give her lovely life a drama injection. However, when the "psychic" visits the eerie Victorian home that has been the source of Susan's terror and grief, she realizes she may not have to pretend to believe in ghosts anymore. Miles, Susan's teenage stepson, doesn't help matters with his disturbing manner and grisly imagination. The three are soon locked in a chilling battle to discover where the evil truly lurks and what, if anything, can be done to escape it.

First off, let me tell you I LOVE GILLIAN FLYNN. I think she is an amazing writer and her stories always keep me on the edge of my seat. This short story is everything you'd expect from a Gillian Flynn novel, but I'd be lying if I said I loved it. It fell a little short for me in expectations, and at the end I was left going 'WTF?' - and not in a good way. I honestly just didn't understand the plot a whole lot; I mean as far as intelligence goes I guess it made sense, but I just didn't "get it."

The beginning of the story started out great and I was definitely intrigued right from the get-go, I mean, come on...a chick who is the master of giving hand jobs? Way to go. As with all of Flynn's novels, there's lots of twists and turns and then some drama, then some more crazy shit happens, and this story definitely had that in the first 2/3 of the book, which was absolutely wonderful. Definitely a great read up until that point. But after that, it felt like there was a lot of useless information just kind of thrown in there to make up the rest of the 64 pages. There weren't any more twists and turns, no more drama. The mystery had basically ended. I like books that make you think, books that you actually have to figure out. I don't want you to go into detail and explain to me what just happened, and that's basically what the ending of this book was. She pretty much explained the entire story to me, so there was no thinking involved on my end.

Long story short, I was greatly disappointed by this book, and to be completely honest I'm upset that I wasted a credit to buy it on Paperback Swap. I love you Gillian, I really do...but this...this wasn't good.




Friday, April 29, 2016

Spotlight: Dragons Among Them (Kingdoms of Fire and Ice #1) by Kyra Jacobs








Dragons Among Them
Kingdoms of Fire and Ice
Book One
Kyra Jacobs

Genre: PNR/Fantasy

Publisher: Samhain Publishing, LLC

Date of Publication: April 19th, 2016

ISBN: 9781619234406

Word Count: 66K

Book Description:

Prince Zayne Godfrey, heir to Edana’s throne, is betrothed to the lone princess of rival kingdom Forath. While his heart is not in the arranged marriage, he will do his royal duty.

When he finds a beautiful stranger cornered by a pack of wolves, he doesn’t hesitate to shift into his golden dragon form to save her. She thanks him by taking one look at him and fainting dead away.

Photographer Adelaide Miller is in England for a career-making shoot when a bizarre jogging mishap lands her in a dangerous, medieval-like world of royals, wizards and dragon-shifting men. Her first instinct is to find her way back, but the fire-breathing prince intent on protecting her threatens to melt her heart.

Zayne’s burning passion for Adelaide not only jeopardizes the fragile peace between two kingdoms, it uncovers a ruthless plot to destroy his family.

Remaining together may change Adelaide’s very definition of home—and expose one searing secret that could forever shift the balance of power in Zayne’s world.



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Excerpt:

Zayne watched with amusement as Addie’s crystalline gaze flashed to the odd slippers dangling from his fingers, then slowly shifted to his face. Even here, in the shadows, the sight of her took his breath away. Emeline insisted the girl was nothing more than a peasant sent into the woods as bait to lure him into a Forathian snare. But no peasant he had ever encountered possessed skin so perfect or golden hair so smooth and long. She rose to stand before him, her pale skin angelic in the moonlight, and the scent of wildflowers and honey nipped at his senses. His gaze trailed uninhibited over her trim yet supple body, dressed once again in nothing but her unusual yet gloriously minimal undergarments.
An angel in devil’s clothing.
“What are you doing with my shoes?” Her voice was low and unsteady.
Shoes? What an odd word. He held up her slippers and fought to keep a smirk from his face. “These? Why, holding them, my lady, nothing more. I feared for your safety and so removed them from your path.”
“Uh-huh.” The blonde vixen’s eyes narrowed. “You knew I was awake?”
“Aye. You blushed when I touched your cheek. I knew it would be but a matter of time before you magically awoke.”
“And yet you let Emeline leave,” she said. “Why?”
“Perhaps I wanted to have you all to myself for a moment.”
Her eyes widened a fraction. Addie took a step back, sucked in a sharp breath and quickly took another. “I see.”
She shifted her gaze from his and swept it across the room toward its lone window, feigning interest in the chamber’s furnishings. She was bold, this one. Perhaps that was why he felt inexplicably drawn to her. The feeling was both new and infuriating at the same time.
“I wouldn’t, if I were you,” he said. “Even if you survived the fall, there are things lurking in the neighboring woods far more dangerous than I.”
Her gaze shifted back to him. “Look, I don’t know who you are or how I got here, but if you’ll give me my shoes, I’ll be out of your hair in no time.”
“But you are not in my hair.” He took a step forward and wished very much that she was. “Nor am I quite ready to let you go.”



About the Author:

Kyra Jacobs is an extroverted introvert who writes of love, humor and mystery in the Midwest and beyond. When this Hoosier native isn’t pounding out scenes for her next book, she’s likely outside, elbow-deep in snapdragons or spending quality time with her sports-loving family. Kyra also loves to read, tries to golf, and is an avid college football fan.

Be sure to stop by her website HERE to learn more about her novels and ways connect with her on social media.


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Thursday, April 21, 2016

Tour Spotlight: Black Jack (Ace of Hearts #2) by Mikki Kells





Black Jack (The Ace of Hearts #2) 
by Mikki Kells
Genre: YA Paranormal 
Release Date: November 20th, 2015

Summary from Goodreads: 
Melanie S'velare is a survivor, the strongest witch in her coven, and a princess. With the key to her magic, Ace of Hearts, presumably destroyed, her powers continue to grow. As her power increases, her control on them becomes weaker until it is clear she may be the most powerful witch on the planet and the most dangerous. The Alaman, another coven, concerned by her strength, send an ambassador to gauge her control, stability, and how dangerous she truly is. The Alaman are well known for killing witches who pose a threat to their own powerful hold over the globe and if they see fit to end her life, she will have no choice but to fight. With her soulmate by her side and the remains of her Vanguard, Melanie strives to maneuver a maze of political scandals designed to make her falter. If she fails, she will not only lose her throne to the traitorous Lord Rossi, but also her life to the fiery Alaman. Melanie can only pray her secret that the Ace of Hearts is alive and manipulating them all in a final deadly game is never revealed.


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About the Author:
Mikki Kells is both a writer and a rider. She spends her nights crafting fantastical stories and her afternoons bowing to the demands of her beloved horse. Her interests in fantasy and paranormal subjects developed from a childhood of imaginary exploits and continue to influence her professional career. She resides in central Utah.


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Read the first chapter below!
CHAPTER ONE 


If there was one thing Melanie S'velare was sure of, it was that her soul was in jeopardy because she was a witch. Not because she'd made a demonic deal, but because she suspected her powers might be stronger than she was. She was afraid that one day, the lightning and thunder churning inside her would rip through her control, leaving her soul and body open to the Ace of Hearts, like an unlocked door to a burglar.
The Ace of Hearts, if it was still alive, would kill for that chance.
"Princess, are you listening?" Mrs. Elyse Clovis Bouchard asked. Melanie's tutor in political arts, Mrs. Bouchard was of average height, average weight, and fish mouthed, which sent the whole picture of the woman off kilter. When she spoke, spit flew across the library in direct proportion to how much enthusiasm she had for the subject. She was currently attempting to teach Melanie the finer arts of political maneuvering that led to the rise of the Ottoman Empire, known not only for its wealth, but in the secret world that Melanie occupied, for its elemental power over huge swaths of civilization. Mrs. Bouchard's spit had spattered on Melanie's notebook paper in three fat drops.
"Yes," Melanie said, looking up from the spittle wrinkling the paper. She was in a class of one, no longer able to attend public school because of the unusual things that tended to happen when she was in any sort of mood that wasn't perfect relaxation. That, and she'd destroyed an entire classroom and traumatized several students three months previously when an azri had attacked her, tried to eat her soul and take the Ace of Hearts, her reliquary of power, from her. Also, Melanie was a huge insurance liability because she tended to start electrical fires every twenty-eight days or so when her emotions took a turn into the depressive and destructive, in a three day hormonal sprint.
"Have you some other place to be?"
Melanie pushed herself straight in her chair and rapidly blinked her eyes, trying in vain to force herself awake. "No," Melanie said. "I'm just having a hard time staying awake."
"Do I bore you, Princess?" Mrs. Bouchard looked down her nose over those fish lips at her.
Melanie swallowed. She needed to know these things. She needed this strategy if she was ever to be a good leader for her people. There were other covens out there in the world, and the political interactions in the magical community made the mortal world's politics seem like commercials for cupcakes. "No, I need to learn this. Please, keep going."
"Perhaps we will take an extended lunch today. Let's meet back here in an hour."
Melanie sighed and nodded. She needed to get out of the dreary library. She gathered her bag and put her books inside, thinking that she would study over lunch. At the bottom of the bag, a bottle of unused pills rattled. The prescription anti-anxiety meds messed with her ability to keep control of her magic, so she'd stopped taking them weeks ago. She still couldn't control the flood of panic every time she thought a shadow was the noir reaching out to corrupt her.
Melanie wouldn't be attending a public school again, not until college. She was far too dangerous. One stray argument with pretty much anyone, and in seconds there could be an electrical storm of biblical proportions terrorizing all the teenagers at her high school, setting off fire alarms, with follow-up videos posted to the internet. The damnable internet.
A video of Melanie, in the grips of the Ace of Hearts's consciousness, while she and her Vanguard tried to destroy it, had surfaced online. She couldn't afford to be recognized by anyone as the girl in that video. There would be far too many questions, and it would endanger the coven. The last thing anyone wanted was a conflict with the mortal humans. Melanie had also learned that there were strict international laws about magic and its use in public. The kind of laws that, when broken, resulted in death, dismemberment, or worse.
According to several of her mother's advisors, Lord Rossi's mustache among them, she wasn't fit for public interaction because the risk that she would break one of those international laws of magic. One fuzzy video of a girl with auburn hair spewing lightning from her hands at a man who looked like a teacher, and she was banned from public appearances beyond the rare outing to lunch. Not the glamorous, paparazzi-filled life of the crown princess.
It was a good thing she wasn't in public very often. Her control on her magic was still weak. She could snap at any second and voila! Twenty thousand volts of raw witch anger, depression, or just downright irritation could electrocute the nearest bystander. She could probably solve the world's energy crisis if someone hooked her to a set of jumper cables and a battery array. Until she got control of her powers, she was on a strict "no use" ruling from her mother.
"Rough lesson?" Jack, her friend and a member of her Vanguard, asked as he caught up to her. He'd been reading in an overlarge chair near the door. He was her guard today. He and his twin sister, Luciana, attended public school, with him taking classes Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Saturdays, and Luciana attending Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays.
Melanie sighed dramatically and hiked her bag higher on her shoulder. "Do the words 'ce n'est pas terrible' cover it?"
Jack didn't laugh. It wasn't that funny. With his six-foot-two frame, his shoulders broad enough to make any body builder salivate, Jack walked with both a natural swagger and like a man about to crack skulls. He kept pace at her side and considered. When Jack considered, he took his time about it.
"Want to get out of here for lunch?" he finally asked, his impossibly deep voice rumbling in his chest.
"I need to study," Melanie said. "I need to know this stuff if—"
"Hey," he said. "You're going to break something if you keep that up. Relax. Let's just find a place to eat. Someplace you like, that you won't accidentally burn down." From their mind-to-mind connection, Melanie felt a flicker of emotion from Jack: a dash of comfort, some humor, a hefty helping of happiness, and the relaxed satisfaction of belonging. There was only one place that filled that order: the Tattered Ear, where the local pack of Scottish-bred shape shifters met. It was also where Ignatius Bruce, the pack's alpha, and Melanie's soul mate, worked during the day.
It didn't take much prodding to get her to agree. "We'll have to sneak out," she said. 
"Let's go then," Jack said. His huskiness intimidated the shape shifters enough that Melanie soon learned if any of her Vanguard would be accepted into the pack's circle, it would be Jack. Also Ignatius co-owned the local pub with his uncle, Fergusson. "Sneak out the back?"
"My thoughts, exactly," she said. Besides, it was finally warm enough to go outside without a parka, so walking wouldn't be miserable.
"Keep a lid on the weather," he said. "It's a dead giveaway whenever you are up to something."
Melanie felt her smile slip. "Right," she said.
"Mel," Jack said, stopping, "I'm sorry." He ran a hand through his short brown hair. "I didn't mean it like that."
The problem with having a Vanguard who was blood bound to her is that they could sense her emotions and her thoughts through touch. Any one of them could pinpoint her exact location as long as they were within a ten-mile radius of each other. So when her depression hit her like a two-ton brick, he felt the shockwave. Likewise, his remorse filtered through the bond, and the combination was a power-punch of teenage angst, regret, and mutual suffering, that neither of them wanted or needed more of.
"Don't worry about it," she said, forcing her thoughts away from the one thing she couldn't think of, the one thing she kept a secret from everyone. The one thing that terrified her as much as her out of control abilities did. "Let's just go."
Jack nodded and waited for her to go first, still feeling as sorry as a kicked puppy. Which made it worse, because Jack was like a puppy. He just loved everyone. When he was sad, it was like a double shot of negativity in her brew of already-hard-to-swallow latte called life.
The Manor was huge. Castle huge. It was also decorated with expensive furnishings that were the remains of Melanie's family history. Her ancestors were mostly Italian, and the frescoes and tapestries were of spreading fields of olives and grapes and European landscapes. It was all very idyllic, very much a lie compared to the truth about the S'velare's.
Under normal circumstances they would shift out, using their magical abilities to travel through the space. Lately, Melanie's magic had become a liability rather than a boon when jumping from place to place. It was safer to walk. The last time she'd made the attempt with another person, it had been in the depths of February, soon after Valentine's Day, and she and Luciana had ended up waist-deep in a frozen pond, halfway to their destination. An emergency trip to the witch doctor had saved them both from hypothermia. Still, Melanie hadn't tried to shift since. She didn't trust her control not to accidentally drop her and Jack over a cliff, or worse, inside it.
"Let's go out the back this time. I'll throw you over the wall or something."
Melanie had to smile at the joke. She sensed his humor in her mind, and it helped.
Her smile vanished when they rounded the corner and her black-eyed brother, Owen, stood in the exact middle of the corridor, waiting for them.            
Jack placed a protective hand on her shoulder, ready to draw her behind him. She could feel his pulse through the contact, his shock and the sudden instinctive fear that matched her own.
Owen's eyes were black as pitch, like an azri's, but he wasn't one. He was still a mage, but he no longer had a soul. He'd been totally exposed to the raw darkness of the noir, black magic. What looked out through his eyes was neither human nor azri, but something in-between. Melanie felt stripped down to her soul when he turned that black gaze on her, as if he could see every secret she was keeping from the coven, her Vanguard, and her boyfriend. Worse still, Owen's soullessness was her fault.
She swallowed.
"Someone is looking for you," he said, tonelessly. "To give you a message. Listen carefully to what he has to say. It will be very important."
"Who is looking for me?" Melanie asked.
Owen frowned. "I don't know. I just know that someone is looking for you. I will cover your escape." Then a slight tug of power filled the air and her brother vanished, shifting as if it were child's play. He was only thirteen and such abilities should have been beyond him, or at least more difficult. But without a soul, Owen was thirteen going on infinity.
A cold sweat broke out over Melanie's body.
Let’s agree to not think about it, Melanie thought to Jack.
He nodded, his brown eyes still wide. I'm going to have nightmares tonight. I wish he wouldn't do that.
Melanie didn't respond. She always had nightmares. Ever since the Ace of Hearts had come into her life, night was rife with terror of the thing she couldn't let her waking self think about. No one could know.
The guards posted in the early spring garden were absent. Jack gave Melanie a leg up near the back wall closest to the dark forest of silver aspens and spruce spires before he pulled himself over and joined her on the other side.
Melanie took a deep breath of the free air. When she first arrived in Park City, Utah, she had hated it. At the time it had been under several feet of snow. Now, a cool wind caused the trees to sway gently, and the spring shoots poking through the waves of gray dead grass from last season, rustled under foot. Park City was beautiful, and possessed a wildness all to itself that conjured images of plaid button-downs and leather boots. Everything smelled perfect, no hint of city pollution for miles in any direction. The trees and mountains parting its streets dispelled any urban feel and replaced it with artsy communities of athletic outdoorsmen. Park City itself was an elementally charged place. Even without the magical inhabitants, it was a magical place tucked away from the rest of the world.
The walk into downtown wasn't long. Soon the sounds of main street were close, the rumble of cars and conversation of people interweaved with nature's rhythms.
Jack, his hands in his pockets, sighed. "I love this town, but you know, sometimes I just wish we could leave."
Melanie smiled at him. She didn't have to say that she did too.
How many times had she wondered that? The shape shifters could do it. In fact, Ignatius, Nate for short, had done it several times when he needed a break. She'd never seen him leave before; he was always where she could find him, or finding her when she wasn't looking for him. But she knew he had escaped into the wilderness more than once. At night, when he wasn't allowed in the ManorManor, he would sit at the edge of the trees and watch over her until the moon rose high and heavy among the stars. Those were the nights when she slept until morning. For him, it wasn't anything to melt into the trees and disappear from a world that was happy to forget about him.
Perhaps that was the problem. The world was not ready to forget about Melanie S'velare, Keeper of the Ace of Hearts, heir to the S'velare throne, the strongest witch ever to live.
"I think you'd end up living in a rockslide or something," Melanie said as they stepped from the forest onto concrete sidewalk.
"Probably," he said. "But that would be pretty cool. I bet I could." Jack's reliquary was the King of Spades, meaning he was a mage gifted with power over earth. Luciana's reliquary was the Queen of Spades and she also had power over earth, but over plants instead. Together they were a badass team of nearly unstoppable power.
Melanie smiled and adjusted the bag on her shoulder. It was a warm day, the Utah sun already beating down, promising a dry and brutal summer ahead. She shielded her eyes and looked up toward the tallest buildings, the two and three story historic constructs comprising main street, a mass of artistry, talent, good food, and outrageous resort pricing. The ski lifts were still active in April due to the unusual snowfall this year. Snowboarders and skiers carried their equipment in bikini's and swim trunks. Here, the beach wasn't a sandy stretch, it was where the snow met the street. Lawn chairs were set out and people were sunbathing. 
This year the resorts were doing well. Melanie's nightmares messed with her emotions enough that, for several weeks, nightly blizzards had coated the resort town in some of the best powder Utah had experienced in years. The result was a longer season and a boosted economy. So while she was damn good at destroying buildings with accidental tornadoes, many members of the coven had complimented her on the increased income her instability had brought them. Lord Rossi and her mother were decidedly not pleased by this.
"What are you looking at?" Jack asked, leaning down next to her and squinting in the direction she was looking.
"I think there's someone standing on top of the theater." With the sun behind the person, it was hard to tell. It could be a movie gimmick, or something from one of the new indie films coming to town. The wind picked up and the man's clothes shifted. His coat, too warm for the unseasonably warm weather, swept out behind him like a cape and Melanie recognized him.
Gavin.
She swallowed and lowered her hand and he disappeared in a sliver of black vapor. Gavin was an azri, a soul eater. He was also her birth father.


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